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To talk to him in person, you'll need to be in Cadens or go to his domain, a snowy mountain fortress. Yard is open; doors are locked. If he isn't around, leave a delivery with the white wolf.
To talk to him in person, you'll need to be in Cadens or go to his domain, a snowy mountain fortress. Yard is open; doors are locked. If he isn't around, leave a delivery with the white wolf.
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He's beginning to understand enough.
They. And what of the elves of the Continent now? Nilfgaard? How the fuck does Nilfgaard fit into the picture? What do they know?
He sighs again. Puts aside the detail about the dwarves and the monoliths for now. He only has so much information he can sift through at a time. ] I know. I believe the Singularity's presence is protecting or shielding Ciri. The Wild Hunt can't seem to penetrate its immense power to locate her in Abraxas.
[ They may in the Free Cities, and he may harbour no lost love for Thorne, but when it comes down to it, his goal remains the same: to preserve the very structure that is the only thing keeping Ciri safe. ]
This world...it's the first time she's been able to stop running.
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[Which isn't much. And he certainly never spoke to any monolith on the Continent. It feels a bit more than coincidence they were pulled into another world using one. It's far too close. It only means the Continent is not the only one with such magicla technology.
For fuck's sake. He really is only a bard. And he still does not know why she chose him, except that is very talented at making those once hated, beloved.
He sets his mug back down, getting up to pace. There is one thing he did not get to yet through the story of the Seven -- the ending, with the storming of the Empress's keep. How it was possible.]
Of course, I think we should stay here. But I do believe you've always insisted that knowing one's enemy is important. [And feeling some misguided pity for the Red Riders, or for the elves, will not change his love for Ciri. He would do anything a bard could to protect her.
And if they should break a prophecy? All the better. That's rather exciting stuff.
Jaskier licks his lips, walking past Geralt. He pauses, then paces again.] There's one other thing. It's... it was the crux of this entire rebellion. Once the Seven discovered they could cross over to other spheres, they... they brought a monster's heart with them. [He stops, and he looks at Geralt, and there is a deep sadness there. The horrid part, he thinks, of what he learned. The worst. This echoing chamber that still holds the cries of children, stained with their splashes of blood and failures. Torn down and replaced with a gilded gold temple.
Jaskier wonders if he should even bring it up, but Geralt himself would say it was his past. Long past. A trial he survived.] They needed a monster to destroy a monster. So they... they made one.
[He sits back down.] From the Trial of the Grasses. And the monster's heart. This elf was the first of his kind. Of your kind.
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He nods. No disagreements. He appreciates the information, no matter how uncertain—how nebulous the source. He shifts, meaning to ask Jaskier if he's all right. If there's any other aspect to the memory that isn't to do with a past long forgotten. If Jaskier was in the midst of some bloody conflict...
He remembers Rience. The fire mage.
Then Jaskier continues. Geralt looks up sharply. ] What?
[ He frowns. No. Is that possible? It isn't impossible. The mages must've based their research and findings on something. A lost ritual. An old science. From the elves? ]
The Trials have never been successful on a grown man. [ That's why they chose children for the process. ] Are you saying...?
[ He hesitates. He's not sure what to think. Some memories do not leave. They only grow dull over the years. And sometimes, they return, vividly, brightly. The ritual forced on him down in that place only months ago—
It's stirred the dust back up. He's tried to put it aside. To simply not talk about it. But he knows Jaskier is close enough to him that he must've noticed his disrupted sleep in those weeks following. A little less so now. ]
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Love is truly the worst of weapons.]
They were successful in that he was what they needed. And he did destroy the empire's monster. But he... I'm afraid he turned into one himself quickly after. [The silence after says enough: that he was put down like a monster himself, too.] But it all sounded the same. They even called it the Trial of the Grasses. Made him imbibe a potion that led to the -- well. [He wrings his hands together.] You know.
It was different enough that he was not, apparently, infertile while it took place. He impregnated the Lark. I don't know what Seanchaí was trying to imply, but this child they had, a mixture of monster and elf, led to some sort of... bloodline, a lineage. Something, I believe, that must be important to the elves. I don't know if it is the same one that leads to hen ichaer, but... I don't know. If you don't want to wish more, it's all right. I'd understand.
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Elder blood. Yes. [ It fits. Doesn't it? ] When Ciri was at Kaer Morhen, Vesemir attempted to replicate the Trials with her blood. The missing ingredient to create more of our kind. I put a stop to it, but...
[ He does not think Vesemir was incorrect in his theory. Only in his actions. In trying to revive what should be laid to rest for good. He doesn't blame Vesemir for being lost in his grief. There's a deep pain in the knowledge that the only way to make more Witchers is to inflict the sort of suffering he wouldn't wish on anyone.
He glances back up, reaching for the whisky. There's probably more liquor than chocolate in his drink by now. He adds another splash. His head fucking hurts. ]
It follows the elf would not have been sterile to start. That facet was introduced by the mages who later created us.
[ For a purpose. Because monsters should not be left to breed amongst their own nor introduce their mutated genes into the population at large. That was the thought. The choices taken away from him run beyond what he was made to become. ]
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How could a man ever do that to children? is the first thought: affronted, confused, even angry. To orphans? To Ciri? To -- well, he won't call her a sweet girl, at least not back then, but she was still only a girl. But the thought that follows is borne of Jaskier's life of watching others, of peeling back their masks, of defining motivations. When Jaskier arrived at Kaer Morhen, there was already a dull veil over the place as if he death had touched them. And there were so few Witchers as it is...
Vesemir did not strike him as a man who did anything lightly. Possibly he was the reason Geralt himself was such a hardass.
Jaskier does not respond. He sits there in the quiet, his drink set aside, fiddling with his fingers and watching Geralt's face. He sees Vesemir in it, to be sure. Certain mannerisms he has long known Geralt to do placed onto the older man. Perhaps ones Geralt himself does not realize he does.
To use Ciri, Geralt's daughter, his Child Surprise, in an attempt to create more Witchers... against her will? Or had Ciri somehow agreed?
There were so many things that happened in that keep that Jaskier does not know, and will likely never know.]
I hadn't realized. [Jaskier stills. He wars between did the mages find a reason? and that certainly sounds like mages, bitter enough to spread their curse to others.] I'm sorry. I don't want to dredge this all up for you, I only -- I thought you might want the history.
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He wonders if Vesemir ever saw Ciri grow into the woman she is now.
Geralt does not expand on what occurred at Kaer Morhen. A lot happened that winter. Too many losses. Too much pain. He does not wish to reflect on it at length. Between Yennefer, Ciri, the bloodshed—the present is a better place to focus.
He shakes his head. ] No. I'm glad you told me, Jaskier.
[ This is important to know. And he cannot avoid the facets of his past. It is embedded in the history of the Continent. Speaking of the Continent. His gaze returns to the bard. ]
And what of you? You said you were in the thick of battle in this memory. You escaped afterwards?
[ You were unharmed? ]
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It's... a lot. And he still cannot think what the shapeshifter's end goal will be.
To galvanize the elves? The bard is all for that, mistreated as they are. But to what end? When he thinks about what this could lead to, he must think truthfully: to what end? Will they be granted land, and people, and supplies by Nilfgaard? They seemed to believe it enough to want passage. Or perhaps it is only as important as having feet steeped in Xin'trean soil once again.
He takes a breath. The conversation moves on.] About half an inch from the end of a Temerian axe, before I was saved. [He picks up his drink once again, but doesn't drink.] The elves came for me. They broke up the camp. I suppose I was not very good at keeping secrets.
[They must have known he was the Sandpiper. Which is funny, in some ways. He still does not think that was enough reason to come for him.] I walked away with all limbs intact, albeit with one new fear added to the growing list I already have.
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So far, the Singularity shields her. He's determined to keep it that way until a better solution can be found.
His expression softens. Jaskier is no stranger to conflict—but the Continent has not seen war of this scale in Jaskier's lifetime. Not until Nilfgaard marched on the north.
Still. He's relieved to hear Jaskier escape intact. ]
Well. It's not a fear you need worry about here for now.
[ There are a hundred questions unanswered. About the monoliths, the dwarves, the Wild Hunt. What could have caused mere elves to become corrupted into wraiths? If they are trapped in that world, how did they come to pursue Ciri? What allowed them to not only break free of their arid prison, but travel through worlds as she can?
And now that they know of the Singularity, what does this mean for all of them here?
He sighs to himself. Perhaps it may be worth approaching Istredd later. He wants to consider it first.
After a second, he claps Jaskier's on the shoulder. ] Get some rest.
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[If anything, he would say this place sometimes has worse than the Continent, if he has anything to say about the old gods. Maybe the Singularity is a friend, maybe it isn't. However, Jaskier likes to think Hilda is a friend now, so at least he has one axe on his side.
He rubs his hands over his face. Geralt doesn't seem to have any questions, at least for the moment; perhaps that's enough. Either that, or he's masterfully overwhelmed the Witcher.
And himself.]
Wait.
[Jaskier stands, pulling Geralt in against him -- or at least himself against Geralt, gripping him tightly. There is no need to apologize because nothing was his fault, but he feels an urge to, anyway. That Geralt should have so much more dumped upon him by Destiny.]
Whatever your fears, too. You know I'll bear them. Whatever may come.
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He needs time to consider. Process what he's learned. Consider who he would like to talk to next about it. For now, he wants to sleep on it. Jaskier could use some rest before he piles on another set of questions, anyhow.
As he begins to walk away, Jaskier catches his arm. Geralt turns around and allows himself to be tugged into an embrace. After a second, he lifts his hand and hugs his friend back. He has got fears. One, in particular. Losing all that he cares about. ]
I know.