[Not giving a fuck is the real reason he's asking, if Alucard was forced to be utterly honest with himself. Until he manages to get into his crypt, he probably needs to be better about not giving a fuck.
He closes his eyes, trying to process. It was easier when the only person from home was Hector. That much has become upsettingly obvious over the past several weeks.]
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He closes his eyes, trying to process. It was easier when the only person from home was Hector. That much has become upsettingly obvious over the past several weeks.]
How do you move away from that then?